Today's the day, finally. and well im scared... I'm not scared of the procedure, or being in hospital, or coping with baby.
My fear is a deep in my gut, makes me want to cry if I think about it.When you become a mother, you instinctively are safer,
you are more careful, more alert, more aware. Of EVERYTHING! You drive slower, you double check your area. You just do, I
don't know why, but you do.
My fear is that something will go wrong and I won't come home to my boys...
That my children will grow up without me, to teach, nurture and love them.
Who will kiss them goodnight, who will comfort them, and protect them. They need me
That's my job.
That's my biggest fear.
Cheers vir Eers
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